哇，上一篇文章正好停留在NF欸，巧。
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I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 1]
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
夜晚是我最不能承受的
They bring out the worst in me
他們帶出了最糟的我
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
思緒奔馳著，彷彿就連思考都讓人頭痛
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
如果這就是我曾追求的，那我不要了 我想要更多
All the core beliefs
所有的這些核心價值
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
但每個自我懷疑的早晨 醒來時卻又身陷在找回平靜的戰爭中
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
我行經地獄 走近了自己的屍體
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
看著那軀殼說＂你除了弱小跟可憐之外甚麼都沒有＂
It's kinda weird
有點怪是吧
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
最近我一直懷疑 唯一能讓我解脫的方法就是喝酒
That's more deceit, more defeat
繼續偽裝 更多失敗接踵而來
Is this really what I'm born to be?
這真的就是我該有的下場嗎
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
這就是你自認為獨特的下場
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
有夠可憐，但我又好有錢
Need help, but you can't help me
需要幫助，但又沒人能幫助
What else can the world sell me?
這個世界還能說服我甚麼？
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
就告訴我謊言吧，我會飢渴地全部買帳
But it's not healthy
但這狀況實在太不健康了
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 2]
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
夜晚是我最不能承受的
They know how to get to me
他們知道如何痛擊我
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
自殺的念頭已是常客來了又走
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
但我不想死 只想著從這一切解脫
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
所以別再認為我很成功了
What is success when hope has left you?
哪種成功會同時帶來絕望的？
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
我再也不能傳達甚麼，我只是張壞掉的唱片
I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
我也受夠了接受採訪，因為我恨著自己
Come across like it's so easy
隨意往來是這麼輕鬆
But I feel like you don't need me
但我感到你已不需要我
When I feel like you don't need me
當我感到你已不需要我
Then I feel like you don't see me
我感到你亦不再看著我
And my life has no meaning, drain me
我的人生變得沒有意義 把我耗盡
Hands out, tryna ask for love
即使伸出手試著找尋愛
But when I get it, I just pass it up
一旦觸手可及 卻又錯過
Throw it away and think about it later
從不珍惜 卻又忍不住反覆想著
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
翻找著垃圾堆裡殘留的藥物
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
希望著我能給你你給想要的 但我就是不行
I'm scared because
我很害怕 因為...
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 3]
I walk through the ashes of my passions
我踩著過去我所有熱情燒成的灰燼
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
還有我棺材裡包裹的回憶餘燼
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
我迷失在沒有解答的問題裡
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
無法忍受自己的樣子 但都不重要了
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
我們尖叫著想要掙脫 卻只能臣服於桎梏
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
深深跪倒在我自己造成的泥淖裡
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
與軟弱共存 從來沒有找到我渴望的平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是沒有
But I can't have it
我就是不曾擁有平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是沒有
But I can't have it
我就是不曾擁有平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是得不到平靜
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
Hate myself
討厭自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
Hate myself
討厭自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Outro]
When I hate myself
當我討厭自己
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
一切都變得無比困難 正因為我恨著自己
I hate myself
我恨著我自己
It's hard when I hate myself
一切都變得無比困難 正因為我恨著自己...
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I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 1]
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
夜晚是我最不能承受的
They bring out the worst in me
他們帶出了最糟的我
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
思緒奔馳著，彷彿就連思考都讓人頭痛
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
如果這就是我曾追求的，那我不要了 我想要更多
All the core beliefs
所有的這些核心價值
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
但每個自我懷疑的早晨 醒來時卻又身陷在找回平靜的戰爭中
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
我行經地獄 走近了自己的屍體
Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
看著那軀殼說＂你除了弱小跟可憐之外甚麼都沒有＂
It's kinda weird
有點怪是吧
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
最近我一直懷疑 唯一能讓我解脫的方法就是喝酒
That's more deceit, more defeat
繼續偽裝 更多失敗接踵而來
Is this really what I'm born to be?
這真的就是我該有的下場嗎
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
這就是你自認為獨特的下場
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
有夠可憐，但我又好有錢
Need help, but you can't help me
需要幫助，但又沒人能幫助
What else can the world sell me?
這個世界還能說服我甚麼？
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
就告訴我謊言吧，我會飢渴地全部買帳
But it's not healthy
但這狀況實在太不健康了
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 2]
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
夜晚是我最不能承受的
They know how to get to me
他們知道如何痛擊我
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
自殺的念頭已是常客來了又走
But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
但我不想死 只想著從這一切解脫
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
所以別再認為我很成功了
What is success when hope has left you?
哪種成功會同時帶來絕望的？
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
我再也不能傳達甚麼，我只是張壞掉的唱片
I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
我也受夠了接受採訪，因為我恨著自己
Come across like it's so easy
隨意往來是這麼輕鬆
But I feel like you don't need me
但我感到你已不需要我
When I feel like you don't need me
當我感到你已不需要我
Then I feel like you don't see me
我感到你亦不再看著我
And my life has no meaning, drain me
我的人生變得沒有意義 把我耗盡
Hands out, tryna ask for love
即使伸出手試著找尋愛
But when I get it, I just pass it up
一旦觸手可及 卻又錯過
Throw it away and think about it later
從不珍惜 卻又忍不住反覆想著
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
翻找著垃圾堆裡殘留的藥物
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
希望著我能給你你給想要的 但我就是不行
I'm scared because
我很害怕 因為...
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Verse 3]
I walk through the ashes of my passions
我踩著過去我所有熱情燒成的灰燼
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
還有我棺材裡包裹的回憶餘燼
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
我迷失在沒有解答的問題裡
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
無法忍受自己的樣子 但都不重要了
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
我們尖叫著想要掙脫 卻只能臣服於桎梏
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
深深跪倒在我自己造成的泥淖裡
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
與軟弱共存 從來沒有找到我渴望的平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是沒有
But I can't have it
我就是不曾擁有平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是沒有
But I can't have it
我就是不曾擁有平靜
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
一直向我低語 但我就是得不到平靜
[Chorus]
I don't see you like I should
我不再像往常那樣注視著你
You look so misunderstood
看起來沒有人了解真正的你
And I wish I could help
我真希望我能幫上忙
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我連自己都喜歡不了
Pray to God with my arms open
我敞開雙臂向上帝祈禱
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
如果事情只能這樣，那一切都將如此絕望
And I wish I could help
我希望我能做點甚麼
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
Hate myself
討厭自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
Hate myself
討厭自己
But it's hard when I hate myself
但我甚至痛恨著自己
[Outro]
When I hate myself
當我討厭自己
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
一切都變得無比困難 正因為我恨著自己
I hate myself
我恨著我自己
It's hard when I hate myself
一切都變得無比困難 正因為我恨著自己...