Sick with myself, but I've got no one else,
就連我自己也讓我作嘔 可是我沒有人可以依靠
So I give it to myself it's the only thing that helps
所以放自己一馬吧 這是唯一讓我感覺好過一點的事
It's the same thing this pain thing that keeps me from sleeping
一陳不變的痛苦讓我無法入睡
And screaming that God I must be mother-fucking dreaming
窗外傳來的尖叫 上帝告訴我他媽是在作夢吧
And I can rest in peace and at least cease to be
如果我能永遠安眠至少我就能
Cease to see those things in me that make me wanna cease to breathe
不再去看那些在我體內讓我想要死去的醜陋
And ceased to need and ceased to feed, sickness thats in me
不再需要去餵養 我體內的疾病
This is all that I can be, I can't breathe as I bleed
這就是我的全部了 當我流血不停連呼吸也變得困難
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I dont know why I cut myself, God, give me a sign or help
我真不知道我為甚麼傷害自己 上帝給我一點指示或幫助吧
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞
I know that my minds near the end, God, I hurt myself and fell
我知道一切都在終點不遠處了 我卻仍舊傷害自己而不停墜落
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞
Have you ever met a living legend
你曾經真的遇過
Just a real friend who planned his end and
一個計畫結束自己生命的人
Where do I begin?
我應該從哪裡開始呢？
You said it was pretend
你說我只是在鬼扯
And when the bullet went through
當子彈穿出我的身體
It took more then just you, it took two
兩顆子彈 連你的份也一起
It was you it was me and suddenly
我跟你 突然之間
How can someone say they're helpless and then they act so selfish
怎麼可以有人嚷嚷著他們的無助 轉眼間又變得冷血自私？
You put me through hell with this so fuck you lets just end this
你把我扔進地獄 而如今你要親手了結
And what about our friendship?
我們曾有過的友情
And what you did was senseless
你所作的那些事
You thought you found an exit
你以為你找到了解脫
Like I said, let's end this!
就像我說的 來了結一切吧
I dont know why I cut myself, God, give me a sign or help
我真不知道我為甚麼傷害自己 上帝給我一點指示或幫助吧
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞
I know that my minds near the end, God, I hurt myself and fell
我知道一切都在終點不遠處了 我卻仍舊傷害自己而不停墜落
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞
I just wanna say good bye, dissappear with no one knowing
我想我要說再見 悄聲結束自己生命
I dont wanna live this lie, smiling to the world unknowing
我不想活在謊言裡 向這個無知的世界微笑吧
I dont want you to try, you've done enough to keep me going
我不想你再嘗試 你已經做得夠多扶持我走下去
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine for the very last time
一切都會沒事 我會沒事的 在這世界的最後一次 我會沒事的
I dont know why I cut myself, God, give me a sign or help
我真不知道我為甚麼傷害自己 上帝給我一點指示或幫助吧
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞
I know that my minds near the end, God, I hurt myself and fell
我知道一切都在終點不遠處了 我卻仍舊傷害自己而不停墜落
I wont cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath
一切都會好轉的我不會再哭了 我只剩最後一口氣
Push it out my chest 'till theres nothing left
把我的胸口淘空直到那裡只剩一片空洞